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  • Telephone call
    Amie Truelove
    16 Mar 2003

    The voice fades to static
    As I lower the 'phone from my ear.
    Silently, my fingers uncurl themselves from the receiver
    And it falls, in slow-motion, to the ground.
    The cat jumps at the noise,
    But I don't even hear it.
    I still haven't moved from the spot
    I've been standing in for the past five minutes.
    Is it only five minutes since I answered the call?
    It seems like an eternity.
    Now, as I stand in our house, by our 'phone,
    With our daughter asleep upstairs,
    I wish I had simply left it to ring.
    Our daughter! How can I begin to explain it to her
    When I don't even understand it myself?
    It seems so wrong, so unfair,
    I spoke to you just yesterday.
    But the voice down the static-ridden line had been sure.
    It seemed so matter-of-fact, so distant.
    Only now do the words become clear in my mind;
    You won't be coming home.
    I can see my whole future in that instant,
    A future alone.
    As the microwave beeps from the kitchen,
    A solitary tear escapes, and plunges,
    Inaudibly,
    To the earth.