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Another Attempt at Letting Go
me
28 Dec 2002
have you ever had something that you can't get over, and so you just kind of try to forget...and then finally you think you've forgotten and you think you've finally over it and then something someone says or somewhere you go brings everything flooding back...at all once. And so you try your best to pretend it doesn't effect you, but it does...and you remember...nomatter how much you don't want to, you remember. Just when you think you've moved on, it all comes rushing back with a single sentence or a familar memory.
One day, things will be different.
One day I'll be able to hear your name and it wont hit me like a ton of bricks.
One day i'll be able to go to the places we went and do the things we did, and it wont make me want to hide in a corner and cry.
One day it will stop hurting
and One day, I will forget.
But I guess today isn't that day, because it still hurts and I haven't forgotten.
I feel you everwhere.
When I'm with someone else, I try to pretend it's you....but it isn't, it'll never be you.
When I close my eyes I see you in my mind...I see the priceless days of summer when we had nothing to worry about except if you could stay that extra hour, just so we could be together.
When i'm at Will's, i hear you everywhere...I hear the same songs from the same bands and Will asking us to get off his bed...but now it's only me on the bed.
I hear his mom's footsteps and only one couple parts...at one time there was two...I can't forget that.
Wherever I Go, you follow, and I want more than anything to be able to forget...But i can't.
Tell me how to make it better...
Tell me how I can stop you from being everywhere.
Tell my how i can make it stop hurting.
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