3 Feb 2004
Alone again... just me and empty room.
And only images of windy steppes gloom
Stay in my mind, remind of home
And tell me that I am here alone
I hear 'em say - doesn't matter what you try
This place will always be the reason to cry
Things won't change here with time
And only you will change or die.
I feel like alien in this land
I can't be me here, I have to change
But I can't take it anymore,
My mind is shaky at its core
The strings are tight and ready to tear
And if they will, I'll disappear
I'll find my peace at other place
Probably among the darkness of space
But no - I say - it's just a bad dream
I'll wake up soon, with just a scream
And I'll hear a whisper through the night
"You will be fine.. you have to fight"