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SJBats
4 Dec 2002
I've seen my heroes die and my world crumbled down
I watched my so-called god cry and I saw angels frown
I felt what hell was like and it felt too much like home
My body descends on a rusty spike and finally it's alone
I felt happiness in my pain and myriad love in my hate
I hated faces that I couldn't name and flavors I couldn't taste
I know pain all too well and took it as my own
I know my home as hell and I am happy when I'm alone
I always see you smiling and that's a life that I can't live
Life is filled with dumb emotion and gifts that I can't give
It's filled with pity and love and lessons I'll never learn
Because I sat idly by and died and watched my halo burn
I let my heroes die and tore my own world down
I made my so-called god sigh and in my tears I drowned
I loved my home too much and had to call it hell
I didn't love my life enough and, in flames, I fell
I confused love with hate and thought all good should die
I met my own retched fate and I couldn't live a lie…
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